| Aug. 24th, 2005 @ 08:45 pm Officially a teacher! |
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Current Mood:  sleepy
Current Music: working on it...haven't thought that far yet.
So yesterday was the first day of school. The trainings didn't make me feel like a teacher, the signing the contract meant I would get money...but didn't make me feel like a teacher...yesterday and today...I feel like a teacher. Really, I suppose I feel like I am pretending, and that someone is going to come in the room at any point and say...oh sorry...we made a mistake, you're only 23 so you don't count - but good joke, huh? I LOVE my mornings - lunch is WAY too short - afternoon is a challenge - cross country has me running more than I have in years - overall - good times. Classic moment just now, a fellow teacher (that has been here for years) just came in my room and said, by the way, those letters that are after the slash next to your writing classes, that means that you are teaching personal social health to the kids all year too...oh we're all responsible for teaching that...what? we only have that by your classes? Oh, well, I guess it's just you then. (I'm sure that in his head was an evil little snicker at this point in the conversation.) Then he proceeded to tell me how great and creative the teacher I replaced was and how she did such neat things with the students all the time. For someone like myself that is currently attempting to just stay above water...NOT such a great thing to hear. He had a couple neat ideas, but OH MY LORD, how am I suppose to do anything else with my day...and I was just starting to LIKE my writing classes. No, I love my writing classes, I just don't like social studies yet. For those that didn't know, I am coaching cross country with Drew. So far it's pretty fun, I was the mean coach today, but that's ok, I was the nice one yesterday. We have a meet against Stebbins a week from Friday, so we had to give the kids "the rules" today. It's funny, there is one kid that just gives me grief in class for the entire second half of the day (yes, I have him every (both) period after lunch) and then he comes to cross country and kind of looks at me like "what'd I do?" and runs his head off. We/the kids made him a captian today...which should help out some. He's really smart, acts dumb, I kicked him out of class this afternoon and made him finish a pre-test at a desk I pulled into the hall, then I asked him to stop by after school for a few minutes. I saw him siding up to the door after class, kind of trying to see if I would remember and call him in...(I only really remembered becasue I heard his friend say (oh, you have to talk to Ms. King, what'd you do?) So as he finally starts to come in, he turned around to his buddies and says, "hey wish me luck." We chatted...it was really good. I told him that I was sorry if I embarrassed him, and that I was sorry that he was so smart and bored that that I would appreciate it if he would use his influence on the other students positively instead of being a distraction. I told him to think if there was anything I could do to help him out with that, and that he could let me know in the morning before classes, if that was alright with him. We'll see how that goes. I've found I am really mean going into 6th period, and that maybe the kids are picking up on that, but then I think...no, they just don't do ANYTHING. Like pulling teeth..."write down a topic - go" "ok, really...right now...you can go ahead and do it anytime....any topic...go." "No, REALLY, you can do it now...here are some ideas _____ _____ ____, you can even use those....want me to do it for you? NO, you do it...here...just write down what I write on the board." Ok, it's not always THAT bad....but, yeah, it really is. What can you do? I have planning on Fridays during that period when another teacher takes them! SCORE - I only have to endure that 4 times a week...I can totally do that. Enough for now...I have another hour of work and I want to go to bed NOW. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired I can't even believe it. sorry if I drop off the face of the planet for a while...I've been getting your emails and I LOVE them, it's good to touch base with reality in the midst of madness. Loves. |
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